Wandering Thoughts..

I don't know why,but we all like to believe (consciously or subconsciously) that relationships are difficult.It is this belief,that translates into our actions and ends up making relationships complicated as hell! Sounds weird? May be. Over the years,I have realized that we as humans have developed and nurtured this tendency to complicate and magnify things in our minds.With so much happening around us,so many demands to fulfill,so many personas to attend to; we cannot keep things simple. Unfortunately, one of the things that is essential for our existence, our relationships,end up suffering. When we have a train of thoughts running in our minds,when we are busy building up scenarios in our heads,how many times do we actually communicate properly as to what's happening? Instead,we put our guards up-scream,shout,hurt the other person and then assume that he/she will understand. Really?                                                                           

Let me be imperfect, I don't know how to please you.  Let me be broken,I don't know how to piece you. Let me not be a shadow, I don't know how to follow you. Let me be alone, I don't know how to be with you.  You can't be my light for I am not in the dark.  You can't darken my world, that's filled with my light.  You want me to walk but I know how to run.  You want me to stop, but I know how to have some fun.  I don't know how to listen to you for you don't know how to talk..  You can't listen to me because to myself.. I talk.  I go on exploring this world so full of me.. I don't have time for yours.  Perhaps you should do too and then you wouldn't be so busy with me. You can't catch me for I am the wind.. I blow, I flow and wrap everything around me in my own air. Wrapped in my own imperfections.. I am free.